[San Francisco, CFS — 2074]
Walker and Duchess head out to Big Sur, south of San Francisco, to go on a camping trip and get back in sync with Wolf and Raccoon. They park the Jeep at a campsite, pull up a log and get camp set up. The sat on the log overlooking the fire, staring at the embers as the fire crackled in the night.
The young mage breaks the silence and looks over to Walker. “So just how was it that you came to know Wolf? I mean, was it by happenstance or did you seek him out?”
Walker looks over at the girl as he fiddles with his necklace. “Uhm…” He stops for a moment, sighing a bit. “It definitely wasn’t my intention to bond with Wolf originally. He sort of found me at one of my worst moments.”
Duchess looks at him … waiting for you to say more, but not wanting to pry. “It must have been a pretty bad time …”
Walker just stares back at her, getting the inkling of what she wants. “Heh. Alright. Yes, it was. I ran in a gang when I was younger. Let’s just say that one day, things finally came to a head. I was looking death straight in the face, and Wolf came in to help me. He gave me the strength I needed.” He starts messing with the necklace again, slowly rolling it around in his hand. “What about you? How did you find Raccoon?”
“I was getting familiar with the Astral plan with my mentor, Star Flower. We were attacked by some spirits and Raccoon came to my aid … so I guess the same as you.” She pauses for a moment. “But I remember seeing him way before then. I remember first seeing Raccoon when my parents were killed. I was just a little girl and I was sitting in the living room as Frank, Star Flower, and others were discussing adult things. I was sad, but then this furry little Raccoon wrapped itself around me … almost shielding me from what was being discussed. I petted and played with him, rubbed him behind the ears and scratched under his chin.”
Walker smiles a bit as the teen recounts her memories of the raccoon, but he frowns as he registers what she said. “Well, I think it’s good your spirit showed up so early for you. I only wish mine had made himself more prevalent when I was coming of age.” He looks at her a moment, as if contemplating his words. “I am… sorry about your parents. I never thought to ask.”
A somber look comes across her face. “It’s ok … its been a long time. Frag, I was like six when it happened.” She stops for a moment and goes into her almost trance posture as she summons up a low force Raccoon spirit. “I don’t know what happened, I just know that there was a car accident. It wasn’t up until a few months ago did I start to think there was something more to it. I found a note that simply said ‘Look to the Shadows to shed the Light’ It was then I started being a shadowrunner. Hell, it was Calypso that originally introduced me to it and that is when I met you guys.” She stops to look at you with her intense green emerald eyes that are just barely on the edge of breaking down.
Walker just looked back with his own bright orange eyes, softening his gaze as she seemed to wither a bit. “Hey…” He muttered. “It’s alright.” He wrapped an arm around the girl, trying to soothe Duchess a bit. “I’m sure the more you look into it, the more you are likely to find. You’ve made it this far in the Shadows. The end can’t be too much farther at this rate.” He pulled her just a bit closer with a small smile. “I mean, you’re pretty damn tough as it is. I’m sure you’ll push your way to the info you need.”
“yeah …” she says with the same somber look. “But what will be the price for that? I mean, everyone keeps on talking about how everything has a price, but what could that price possibly be?” She looks blankly at nothing, then goes into another trance and summons up a low level wolf beast spirit. The two beast spirits play and chase each other around. “I grew up with secrets. I still live with secrets … hell we work in secret. Have you ever just wondered what life would be like with all these damn secrets…”
“If what? If we discovered all those secrets that had been locked away from us?”
“More like if all those secrets that we each hold so dear were suddenly no more. How liberating would that be? Granted, we wouldnt have jobs, but the world would be a better place … atleast I like to think it would be”
Walker goes silent for a moment, thinking quietly as he just had a hold on her. “I think… I think that’s very positive thinking. But, I also think that it’s impossible. Secrets have their own use in the world.” He sighs quietly. “I think you’re right. Some secrets are burdens. We carry them and all they do is weigh us down. But, some secrets give us comfort. Things that only we know that let us feel the more positive side of life every once in a while. But, I doubt secrets are the main problem for the world, little one.”
After a few moments, Duchess straightens up a bit. “So what did it feel like … I mean, to see that Wolf was there at that moment?”
Walker looks at her for a moment, trying to judge her. He just sighs a bit, looking away. “To be honest, I didn’t see him. Not at the moment he appeared anyway. I felt him. There was something like a brush of fur and just this… this feral anger, this need to fight that I hadn’t felt before. Afterwards, I saw him when I finally made it back to my home, he was just standing there in the street. I looked at him, and he walked away.”
Duchess closes her eyes for a few minutes and tries to steer the conversation away from her parents. The memories of when she first met Raccoon and all those adults talking about her and her parents like none of us where there was starting to get to her. She looks at the two beast spirits playing. “Have you ever considered leaving Wolf or looking for another mentor spirit? I mean, I couldn’t imagine my life without Raccoon.”
Walker looks at the two beast spirits messing about. Then, he turns his gaze to Duchess. “Duchess… what color are my eyes?”
She doesn’t even look up from what she is staring at. “Orange” she answers without hesitation
Walker smiles at her a bit, just out of her gaze. “Good. Now. Do you think they were always like that?”
The question caught her by surprise. Her eyes have always been green, but there are people that get them changed with surgery or implants. “I dont know?”
Walker chuckled a bit. “I would not have really expected you to. Believe it or not, they used to be a dark brown when I was younger. It was a nice offset to the color of my hair.” He ran a hand to push his dark red hair back again. “They changed the day Wolf came to me. When I looked at him on that street and he disappeared, I went back inside to wash my face and nearly drekked myself when I noticed the bright orange staring back at me. Like a Wolf’s eyes in the darkness.” His hand came to the totem again, gripping it now. “To answer your question, I have thought about how I would be if Wolf hadn’t come to me. As far as I’m concerned though, he is now a piece of me. He gives me the strength to protect those around me, and he’s been with me through times even I wish I could forget. My eyes… I believe they’re his mark on me, so I don’t forget.”
Duchess looks at the totem … she is familiar with foci from spending so much time at the shop, but this one seems different than others she has seen. “So if Wolf left his mark on you, why hasn’t Raccoon left one on me?” she says as her voice trails off …
Walker pulls up the arm that he has around her to rest a hand on her head. He speaks softly, in a gentle voice.”Maybe he has, kid. It’s possible that you just haven’t noticed it. Maybe it’s how you interact with him. The control you have over spirits and bargaining with them, along with talking to Raccoon. It’s different from me and Wolf.”
She thought to herself. “Yeah, maybe … I seemed to always been able to talk to the spirits and they seem more than happy to help when I ask them to.” She pauses for a moment as the Raccoon spirit comes to her side.
Walker just watches it silently for a moment before he speaks. “Well, I think that’s special. A connection with spirits like that. I know I never learned such a thing.”
The morning sun broke the horizon to light up the forest. “Wow … it’s already morning?” She turns to the two spirits and pets them both. “Thank you both“. She closes her eyes and dismisses the spirits.
She gets up from the log they were sitting on and she gets some stuff from the back of the Jeep. “I am making breakfast, you hungry?” At the fire, she gets the pan hot and throws in the veggies and sausage. The smell of the sausage was a telltale sign that it was REAL sausage. After it was done, she threw it all in a toasted tortilla, rolled it up and presented it to Walker. “This is going to be the best breakfast burrito of you life!”
Walker just smirks at that. “I’m sure you’ll tell me, even if I say otherwise.” He takes the offered food and proceeds to eat. His face comes up with a small smile. “I’ll have to give it to you, kid. It definitely tastes better than Soy.” The man continues to eat until he is finished with the meal.
The pair of mages talked some more as they ate breakfast and enjoyed the fresh air and woods. The time spent there relaxing was rewarding for both of the mages.